Thoughts on Life
February 9th, 2010For those of you who are unaware, I read the Wall Street Journal Editorial pages with near religious relgularity… (In fact, it is not at all unusual for me to collect weeks worth of back-issues and finish them off on a nice long reading session at the local coffee shop… but I digress).
Nevertheless, I read the paper for a reason… within its pages contain some of the most enjoyable and thought-provoking articles and ideas in printed media. As I was looking through the February 6th issue, a particular article caught my eye–it was titled “Before I die”… and as I skimmed the subtitle I discovered that this article was actually written in 1938 by a 17 year old student by the name of N.J. Carpenter. As I began to read his words, I could only help but think how wonderful it was that such an innocent mind could be so honest about life… how such a young person could have such a clear view of what really matters in life… and what does not… and perhaps most importantly, what constitutes a life well-lived.
I would hope copyright law would allow me to quote a short excerpt for the benefit of the reader. He begins with an introduction:
It may seem very strange to the reader that one of my tender age should already be thinking about that inevitable end to which even the paths of glory lead. However, this essay is not really concerned with death, but rather with life, my future life. I have set down here the things which I, at this age, believe essential to happiness and complete enjoyment of life. Some of them will doubtless seem very odd to the reader; others will perhaps be completely in accord with his own wishes. At any rate, they compose a synopsis of the things which I sincerely desire to have done before I leave this world and pass on to the life hereafter or to oblivion…
He then talks about one of life’s most universal desires — the desire for love..
Before I die there is another great desire I must fulfill, and that is to have felt a truly great love… [i know that] my life will not be complete until I have actually experienced that burning flame and know that I am at last in love, truly in love. I want to feel that my whole heart and soul are set on one girl whom I wish to be a perfect angel in my eyes… I know that when I am at last really in love then I will start living a different, better life, filled with new pleasures that I never knew existed…
And finally, and perhaps most amazingly, he desires to feel great sorrow… a telling admission that shows, in my opinion, a profound insight into the human heart…
It is my belief that, as in the case of love, no man has lived until he has felt sorrow. It molds us and teaches us that there is a far deeper significance to life than might be supposed if one passed through this world forever happy and carefree.
I’m not sure if this is at all relevant, but it is perhaps for this reason that Jesus tells us on the Sermon on the Mount: “Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn,
for they will be comforted.”
Of all the things I have read this year… this piece is, without doubt, one of the most worthwhile… feel free to read the whole thing.







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